ti amore

how hard to be by yourside

how hard i'm try to be the perfect girl

just for you

did you realize all this shit things ?

wake up with broken heart

fake smile 

act like we never know each other

wanna know something?

you just broke my heart

its fragile

but you just keep broke it

like i'm a barbie doll that didn;t know what the mean of PAIN

asking you why?

treat me like a girl that dont suit enough to love you

asking you why?

 keep saying that i did not have the pure love for you

asking you why ?

why you make it hard for us to be a couple like the normal people ?

i just write what i feel

what i think

what i should said

spread what i see.

its just been enough than see without say anything . 

REMEMBER ME HONEY ?

i dont know what to write

i dont know what i'm feeling now

its make me hurt

it makes me more suffer than before

can i be tough like the old times ?

can i be strong again when u leave me for the second time ?

am i too bad for him ?

didnt he realize i'm the only girl who still stay beside him?

cheer him, love him, loyal with him . stick with him

receive all the bad and good in himself 

still judge me hunn ?

for the past 4 years im keep remember u

remember what u have done to my heart

remember how u hurt the girls feeling

remember how u say i just a silly girl that begging for your love .

still remember it darling ?

i am the girl that flirt with you but not with other guys

i am the girl that willing to do anything just for you

i am the girl that willing to sacrifice everything  just for you .

yes . its me dear

i hopes and hold with your promises

but then u leave me

u let me walk alone

and said u want to change

u once said u wont leave me

u once said that i'm the girl that you love

honey ? are you still read this crap ?

the moment we spent together 

its been a special moment

your forehead kisses

your hugs

your smile

make me feel that you will be deadly mine .

but now. there no more you

only the new YOU .

i'm just the girl that keep waiting , hopes that still have a sunshine .

and pray in my heart . 

is thre any chance that i can stay with you one more time ?

-THE MOMENTS-

alyna